Bipolar Skizoaffective Rant

Im Bipolar Skizoaffective and suffer from panic attacks, night terrors too ! I was diagnosed when I was 17, I got a hold of some bad pot, I pretty sure it had PCP in it . Life is hard, but when people ask me if I want to die or commit suicide, I say it crosses my mind all the time, but I want to live, just a peacful life not one that is complicated . Life is what you make it, just some of us are conflicted with different things, physically and mentally!

Short and Sweet Eileen

I checked out your blogs, you definitely “think outside the box”…. I’m the same way. I enjoy your writing style. You seem to write exactly how you think, with no pretenses. I’d like to think I’m the same way.
I’m a 40 year old “June Cleaver” who suffers from depression, anxiety and occasionally panic attacks.

- Eileen

A Fan of Screeb – Bipolar Perceptions

Seroquel and anxiety for Ann, with a touch of depression

Hi Screeb-

Nice to meet you. I too have taken seroquel to lessen anxiety and help with sleep. It eventually lost it’s effects and now I am on abilify, which also is less weight gain oriented.

Sorry you have such awful panic attacks. I used to have them as a child but fortunately have not had them as an adult. I’ve had friends who had them and I know how life threatening they feel.

I’ve been a hermit since mid winter. The long winters up here in Duluth leave me in a slump this time of year. I sleep much more, have a hard time getting motivated to pick up and keep things in order, and just feel far more depressed.

My version of bipolar does not have highs, it has agitation and deep depressions. Other than these end of winter slumps I’ve been pretty stable for a long period of time.

Thanks for opening up your experiences online. It’s difficult to always function in our culture with a secret and fear of judgment. People talk about mentally ill people around me, not knowing that I am, as if we were “those kinds of people”. What does that mean? I finally had to blurt out that I was one of “those” too and a low income mother to boot. “Shocked silence” Fortunately they did not come back to the quilters group I was visiting.

be easy on yourself, I’ll try to as well,

Ann

A fan of Screeb – Bipolar Perceptions Blog!